What is ALL About, Actuallly ?

It is likely that one of You, who read all things in the previous blog, will ask Yourself ,what kinds of " profits " - ( or benefits ) should or could I get as a result of all the interventions and changes on my body, just to make me look as much as possible like the fairy Stella ???! Well, the ANSWER is long - read forward…

 Besides that fairy Stella is my beauty ideal as a character from a cartoon, there are many other, more important reasons in the background...
  In short told, it is about the work that I'm looking for in " Show business ", in which the external appearance of course is extremely important !!! I know that this is NOT AN ONLY thing that is important, but it is a big part of the image that a person creates - ( or already has ). And why is the image so important ? 1. Because people are more likely to remember You, even if You are yet so incompetent in Your work area !!! Let somebody say, that this is not true …

  Why should I need to look like the fairy Stella, just to get work in Show bussines?

My reasons are more than obvious, that I want to stand out. So I'm an atention seeker for that ?

 My answer is affermative. So, if I want and need to succeed, I really need to get attention from people - ( or from an individual ) who works in this field … Of course, I would also need to show my skills and feats, that Show bussines " requires " or expects, such as : running a TV show, or perhaps a TV Diary; eg. playing/acting in TV commercials, running some documentaries, I could acting in various : series, serials, telenovelas - or even in some great movies, I could be also shown in a stage acting - ( therefore in the theater ), I could sing, dance and/or quoting poetrys - and yet still something could be found !!!!! So, as You can see, there is no limits !!!

  But can You imagine me, doing all that " stuff " that I mentioned above - as the beautiful fairy Stella ?!?! I think it would be funny… at some point… ;-P

 And - do I have all that skills and feats that  I mentioned - above…?!?! Well, some of them I have, but for now I wont tell You… :-)

Next time.... next blog...

Any Plans For Transformations ???

  If I would start with transformation of my body - ( in full ), I would start in some sort of order from letter A to letter Z. And where would I begin and end up - ( or finish )?

  From head to toe. Yes, I would start with a transformation from my head, but I would have left the hair for the change in the end. Why so? I have a very ruined hair and they are really fragile.
  In the past, I lighted, bleached them and dyed them quite often, and so they got destroyed - unfortunately. This is also the main reason, why I would lighten my hair in the future ... When they will get more healthier...
   However - for now, because I do not have " enough " money for ANY kind of transformation - ( especially for beauty treatments ), " I'm trying " to do certain things on my own fist ! Am I crazy for that ? Hmm, yeah... I'm - maybe...?! ;-P
  Well, don't worry - I do not intend to do surgery procedures by myself, I know it is unfeasible anyway ... ( or ...? ) :-)
 Some of the things I already have in plan with the aesthetic changes, but how it will come out , is not yet known ... Like it or not - I will have to take the RISKS !!! But is it worth it ? I'm pretty sure, that most of You would say : " Absolutely NOT !!! "
I would understand that statement and I understand why...
 But I have also my opinions and my freedom for what to do with myself - especially with my body ! You know : " My body, My choice !!! ". And You also  know, how a proverb says : " Nothing ventured, nothing gained ! " Doesn't it ...?!

 

 

 

 

 

 

It is Not Only About The Peter Pan Syndrome...

It is not only all about the Peter Pan Syndrome, but it is my TRULY GOAL and WISH at the same time to transform myself in a living human doll. A fairy doll. A Stella Winx Club - doll…
I'm not trolling and I'm not kidding !!!
Seriously !!!

                                                                                                  Sencirely Yours : Peter Pan Syndrome .

And WHY I Chose Stella as My Inspiration ??

In the last couple of years, "Barbie Boom" came, as I called it myself. What is it about ?
 From the year : 2012 ( and/or maybe even earlier ), women and girls began to emerge around the world, representing themselves as i.e. human Barbies. Among them there were - ( and still are ) some of them pioneers - that are "beginners" of this new subculture.
 No, it's not about Cosplayers but about women and girls with all kinds of beauty treatments, so they can look like the famous Barbie doll. Nothing new, no ?
     Barbie has always been regarded as a beauty ideal in both adult women and adolescents.
Perhaps everyone would not agree, but all this pomp with human Barbie attracted the attention of the crowds - no matter whether they like it or not !!!
 As far as I'm concerned, their actions have greatly attracted my attention ... and see it as a broken one, I also wanted to become a " famous doll " ..... ;-P
    Ha, but not Barbie doll, but Stella from the cartoon Winx Club !!!!
  Personally, she is the most beautiful of all Winx fairies and is the only one that has a special character. I like her mostly because she is sincere, she likes fun, she does not like long-timing and negativity - although she has ever had trouble with anger ... but at least she does not pretend and does not act like " fine ladies " like other Winx fairies sometimes do ... In short she is not fake and that is WHY I chose her… :-) Beyond that she loves fashion like ( almost ) anybody do - me included !
  I have that opinion also for the real people in the real life - without any pretending we are all better !!! Aren't we?

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